The day after Eric’s funeral, the world outside my apartment window carried on like nothing had happened. Cars passed, people walked their dogs, kids laughed somewhere in the distance. Inside, my world was still, silent — the envelope in my hand crinkling slightly as I turned it over again and again.

Laura had given it to me outside the chapel, right after the eulogy. Her mascara was smudged, and she smelled of peppermint and grief. She didn’t say much. Just pressed the envelope into my palm, like it was something precious. Or dangerous.

I waited until the sun went down, until the sky was a burnt orange bruise and the streetlights began to hum. I curled into the far end of the couch, legs tucked under me like I used to sit when I was ten, scared of thunderstorms. Then I opened it.

“Dear Lily.
There’s no easy way to write this, and maybe I should have told you years ago. But I didn’t know how. I wasn’t brave enough. And maybe I’m still not — hence the letter.
First of all, I loved you. In my own awkward, broken way. I know I didn’t say it, and I probably didn’t show it right either. But I did. I always did.”

I read that paragraph over and over, tears finally breaking through the dam I hadn’t realized I was holding.

The letter continued.

“There’s something I need you to know, and no one else can tell you. Because only you can do something about it.
When we were kids — you were nine, I was fourteen — I made a mistake. A big one. I found a letter in Dad’s desk. It was addressed to you. Not me. Not Mom. Just you. I shouldn’t have opened it, but I did. It changed everything.”

I sat up straighter, the paper crinkling in my grip. My stomach twisted.

“The letter said that you were adopted.”

I blinked. What?

“It said you came to us when you were just a few months old, through a private arrangement. That your real mother was someone Dad knew from college. That Mom didn’t even want to keep you at first — but then, she couldn’t have more children after me, and Dad convinced her. They told everyone you were premature, which is why you looked so different.”

The room spun. I dropped the letter on my lap and stared at nothing. My throat felt like it was closing.

It couldn’t be true. Could it?

“I didn’t tell anyone I knew. But I started seeing things differently after that. I think I started resenting you, even though it wasn’t your fault. That’s why I kept you at a distance. I didn’t want to, but I couldn’t stop myself. I felt like I had this secret that made me better than you. Then guilty about that feeling. Then angry again. I guess I was just a kid too.”

I pressed my palm against my chest. My heart felt like it was tripping over itself.

“There’s more. I didn’t know if I should even bring this part up, but you deserve the truth. Two years ago, I hired someone to look into your birth records. I know who your birth mother is. Her name is Margaret Hensley. She lives in Pittsburgh. She never married. No other kids. But she wrote a memoir a few years ago. About giving up a child. It was you, Lily. I’m sure of it.”

I reached for my phone, breath quickening. Margaret Hensley. The name felt both foreign and electric.

“I kept everything in a box. Photos, notes, a copy of her book. It’s in our parents’ attic. Hidden in the old blue trunk. You should take it. I think it’s time. And… I’m sorry. For everything. I wish I had told you sooner. Maybe things could’ve been different.
Your brother,
Eric”

I stared at the letter until the words blurred.

Adopted?

It was like I’d just stepped out of my life into someone else’s.

The next morning, I drove to my parents’ house. I didn’t call ahead. I didn’t want them to prepare.

My mother opened the door, face drawn, eyes flicking nervously to my hands. I didn’t say hello.

“Where’s the blue trunk in the attic?” I asked.

Her mouth parted, then closed. “What?”

“You know what I’m talking about. Don’t make me ask twice.”

My father appeared behind her, already shaking his head. “Lily, whatever you think—”

“Don’t lie to me. Please.”

It was the “please” that broke them. My mother sagged against the doorframe. She didn’t speak again, just stepped aside and let me in.

Up in the attic, dust swirled in the sunbeams. The blue trunk was right where Eric had said. Locked, but the key was taped to the bottom. That was such an Eric move — secretive, but not cruel.

Inside, there was a folder marked “Lily.” Inside that, my world unraveled further.

Photos of a woman with dark hair and sharp cheekbones. A birth certificate with a different name — Annabelle. Letters with handwriting that curled like vines. A torn-out page from a memoir.

I sat cross-legged on the attic floor, reading.

Margaret Hensley had been twenty when she gave birth. Her parents had insisted on adoption. She’d chosen a private arrangement, “through an old friend from college who said he knew someone who couldn’t have more children.” That friend was my father.

The pieces clicked.

I wasn’t angry. I wasn’t sad. Not in the way I expected. I felt… clear. Like a fog had lifted that had always made me feel like I was out of place, a guest in my own family.

I thanked my parents downstairs — not because they deserved it, but because I wanted to leave with peace. They cried. I didn’t.

A week later, I drove to Pittsburgh.

It took me three tries to knock on Margaret Hensley’s door.

She answered in a worn cardigan, gray streaks in her black hair. Her eyes — my eyes — widened when she saw me.

“Lily?” she said.

And I knew. I didn’t have to ask how she knew my name.

We sat for hours. She told me everything. The birth, the guilt, the yearly donations to my high school under a pseudonym, the way she’d followed my life from the shadows. I told her about Eric. About the letter. About how I didn’t hate anyone. Not even my parents.

Especially not him.

In her living room, surrounded by books and fading photos, I felt something I hadn’t felt in a long time.

Whole.

Eric had never hugged me in life. But with that letter, with that truth, he gave me something better than an embrace.

He gave me back myself.

And for the first time in years, I finally understood what he meant when he said he loved me. In his own way.

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