I WASN’T SUPPOSED TO BE HER MOTHER—BUT LIFE HAD OTHER PLANS

I never planned on being anyone’s mom. Honestly, for most of my life, I wasn’t even sure I was cut out for it. My friends had kids, my cousins had kids—but me? I had my books, my tiny garden, my peace. I figured that was enough. I was Rae Larkin, the one who sent birthday cards with bookstore gift cards tucked inside, who visited but always left before bedtime chaos.

Then Fallon called.

It was a Thursday night, the end of a long week. I almost didn’t answer. Her name flashing on my screen gave me a jolt—Fallon never called. When I picked up, all I heard was her trying to breathe through gut-wrenching sobs. CPS. Foster care. Emergency placement. The words spun around in my head, jumbling up with the sound of her breaking apart.

“Can you take her? Just hold onto her… just for a little while,” Fallon begged.

I said yes without thinking. I don’t even remember hanging up. I just remember driving across town in my threadbare sweatshirt, heart hammering as I rehearsed how to talk to a six-year-old I barely knew beyond family reunions and holiday photos.

Mara was asleep when I arrived. A social worker with tired eyes helped buckle her into my car seat. Her lion—scruffy, missing an ear—was clenched so tightly in her tiny arms that I thought it might fall apart.

The first few days were…awkward. She was polite to the point of painful, whispering “thank you” for everything. She wouldn’t make eye contact. She wouldn’t eat much. The house felt too big and too quiet, even with her in it. I burned the first batch of pancakes so badly the fire alarm screamed. Mara giggled—this shy, surprised little hiccup of laughter—and something cracked open inside me.

Weeks turned into months. Court dates came and went. Fallon… didn’t. I told myself not to get attached. I told myself this was temporary. But when Mara started slipping her hand into mine without thinking, when she asked if I could read “just one more” story, when she called out “Auntie Rae! Watch this!” from the swings—I knew.

I wasn’t supposed to be her mother. But life had other plans.

And then came the text.

“Fallon’s back in town. She wants to see Mara.”

My heart dropped to my toes. I spent the next two hours pacing my living room, rereading the message like it might change. Fallon was out of rehab, apparently. Clean, they said. Stable. She wanted to see her daughter.

When she showed up, it was surreal. Fallon looked healthier—less gaunt, less haunted—but there was still a wild flicker in her eyes that made my stomach knot up. Mara hid behind me, peeking out with wide, wary eyes.

We sat awkwardly on the porch while Mara clung to my arm.

“I want her back,” Fallon said, her voice low but urgent. “I have a plan. We can disappear. CPS doesn’t have to know.”

I froze. “Fallon, that’s not how this works.”

“They’ll never let me have her!” she snapped. “They’ll find some excuse, they always do.”

“Because you’re not ready!” The words were out before I could stop them. “You need to prove you can take care of her, not run away!”

Her face crumpled. “I can’t lose her, Rae.”

“Then don’t,” I said, my voice trembling. “But if you try to take her now, if you even think about running, I swear to you I’ll call CPS so fast it’ll make your head spin.”

Fallon stood up so fast the chair scraped against the porch wood. She stormed off, leaving me shaking, Mara’s small hand still wrapped tightly around my fingers.

The days that followed were brutal. Fallon called and texted, sometimes begging, sometimes furious. I stayed firm. I had to. Mara needed stability, not chaos.

Weeks turned into months again. Fallon stayed in town. She found a job waitressing at a small diner, scraping together tips and dignity in equal measure. She rented a tiny apartment across town, rough but hers. She went to every court-mandated meeting, every therapy session, every parenting class. She stayed clean.

It wasn’t perfect. There were nights Fallon called me crying, overwhelmed by how heavy the world felt. There were days I found her sitting in her car outside my house, just staring at the front door. But she kept showing up. And so did I.

Slowly, cautiously, Mara started visiting her. Short visits at first—a few hours at the park, then afternoons, then sleepovers. Each time Mara came back with new stories about “Mommy Fallon,” her eyes bright.

The day the judge ruled that Mara could go home, my heart shattered and soared all at once.

We threw a party—just the three of us, with homemade cupcakes and glittery signs that Mara taped to the walls. Fallon cried. I cried. Mara wore a tiara and made us dance to her favorite songs until we collapsed in a heap of laughter.

Even after Mara moved back with Fallon, we never really said goodbye. Mara called me every night to tell me about her day. Some weekends, she’d sleep over, piling my couch with stuffed animals. Sometimes Fallon came too, bringing takeout and stories from the diner.

We became a family. A patched-together family.

One evening, after Mara’s school play, she ran into my arms and said, “I’m the luckiest kid ever. I have two moms.”

Fallon and I locked eyes over her head, both of us blinking back tears.

Maybe I wasn’t supposed to be her mother.

But life knew better.

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