When I became a single mother, the scariest part wasn’t the finances or the loneliness—it was trusting someone else with my daughter. I had built my life around protecting her, around making sure she never felt the abandonment I had. So when I finally decided to hire a babysitter, I vetted every agency, interviewed more candidates than I care to admit, and lost sleep over the decision.

Lauren had been a late submission from the agency. She came with glowing references, experience in early childhood education, and an almost ethereal calmness about her. I remember the first time I introduced her to my daughter, Clara—her eyes lit up. Clara wasn’t the easiest child to warm up to people since the divorce, but within ten minutes, she was clinging to Lauren’s hand and asking her to read a book.

I should have felt relief.

Lauren became a fixture in our home over the next few months. She picked Clara up from school, helped with homework, made dinner when I had to work late. And the lullabies—oh, the lullabies. That’s what Clara talked about the most. At night, Lauren would sit by her bed and sing the softest, most hauntingly beautiful songs I’d ever heard. I never recognized the tunes, and when I asked Lauren once where they came from, she smiled and said, “Just old songs from my childhood.”

But it was one particular evening that upended everything.

I was running late and Lauren had already put Clara to bed. I tiptoed into her room to kiss her goodnight. She stirred as I brushed her hair back.

“Mommy,” she murmured sleepily. “Can you sing the song too?”

I smiled. “Which one?”

“The one Lauren sings. The one about the silver river and the little red boat.”

That phrase caught me off guard. I had a memory—not vivid, but distant, like something from a dream. A melody, soft and slow. A red boat. A silver river. I shook it off.

“I don’t know that one, sweetie.”

Clara yawned. “But you used to sing it to me… when I was a baby.”

I froze.

I had never sung to Clara. I’m not proud of it, but back then, during those first few sleepless months, I had been too broken, too overwhelmed. I relied on lullaby playlists and rocking chairs. No red boats. No silver rivers.

I whispered goodnight and went downstairs, but my thoughts wouldn’t settle. Clara wasn’t the type to make things up. If she said I used to sing that song, then where had she really heard it before?

The next day, I brought it up casually to Lauren over tea.

“Clara really loves your lullabies,” I said. “She told me about one—the one with the silver river and red boat?”

Lauren sipped her tea slowly. “It’s a special one. My mother used to sing it to me.”

“Where’s it from?”

“I’m not sure. Just a family tune, I guess.”

I nodded, pretending to be satisfied. But something was gnawing at me. That song wasn’t just familiar—it was personal. I knew it, deep down. I just didn’t know why.

The obsession started slowly. I searched for the lyrics online. I combed through folk song databases. I even called my mother, asking if she had ever sung something like that to me as a child. Nothing. No trace.

Then, one night, Clara had a nightmare.

She came running into my room, crying and trembling. I held her and asked what was wrong.

“She took me on the boat,” she whispered. “The red one. On the silver river. She said we’d go find my other mommy.”

My heart thudded in my chest.

“What do you mean, ‘other mommy’?”

Clara looked at me, wide-eyed. “She said I had one before you.”

I sat up straight. “Clara, who said that?”

“Lauren.”

The next morning, I called the agency. I wanted to know everything—every family Lauren had worked for, every child she’d cared for. The woman on the other end of the line hesitated.

“Lauren doesn’t have a long history with us,” she admitted. “In fact… she’s only had one placement before yours. A single mother with a daughter. But…”

“But what?”

“That child… she went missing. The case is still technically open.”

My blood ran cold. “What was the child’s name?”

The pause was long.

“Amelie.”

It hit me like a punch to the gut. Clara’s middle name was Amelie. My mother had chosen it. I’d never even told Lauren.

That night, after I put Clara to bed, I waited in the kitchen. Lauren arrived for her shift like nothing was wrong. I asked her to sit.

“I need you to be honest,” I said. “What happened five years ago?”

Her expression didn’t change. “Five years ago?”

“Yes. With Amelie.”

Something flickered behind her eyes. A shadow, maybe. Then, calmly, she smiled.

“You already know the answer,” she said.

“No. I don’t. But you do.”

She looked down at her hands. “Amelie… was mine. I lost her in a custody battle I never should’ve lost. Her father lied, and he took her from me. When I finally found her again, it was too late. You’d adopted her.”

My throat tightened. “Clara?”

“She was mine,” Lauren whispered. “I recognized her the first time I saw her. Her laugh. The scar on her collarbone. I didn’t want to scare you. I just wanted to be close to her again.”

I could barely breathe. “Why didn’t you say anything?”

“Would you have believed me? You would’ve called the police. You would’ve thought I was insane.”

I stood, furious and trembling. “You are insane. You lied your way into our home.”

“I never hurt her,” Lauren said quietly. “I never would.”

I didn’t care. I told her to leave and called the police right after. The DNA test confirmed it: Lauren had indeed given birth to Clara—Amelie—seven years ago. But the adoption had been legal. Her parental rights had been terminated due to a long history of instability and mental illness. She had disappeared shortly after.

I didn’t press charges. She hadn’t harmed Clara. But I made sure there were restraining orders, security cameras, new locks, new routines.

For weeks after, Clara kept asking why Lauren wasn’t coming back. I never told her the truth. Just that Lauren had to go take care of her own family.

But one night, as I tucked her in, Clara whispered, “She told me something before she left.”

I braced myself. “What did she say?”

“She said… you were my real mommy now. That she just wanted to hear me sing her song one last time.”

I couldn’t hold back the tears.

So I learned the lullaby. I sat by Clara’s bed, every night, and I sang it with her. The silver river. The little red boat. A story passed from one woman to another.

Not out of ownership. But out of love.

And maybe that’s what motherhood really is. Not who gave birth, or who lost custody. But who stays. Who fights. Who sings, even when the song isn’t hers to begin with.

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