Finding someone to watch Leo, my almost two-year-old, felt impossible. I needed someone reliable, patient, and experienced. Thatโs how I found Tessa.
She wasnโt the typical college student babysitterโshe was in her forties, had raised three kids of her own, and had been working with families for years. โI treat every child like my own,โ she had said warmly during the interview. And honestly? Thatโs exactly what I wanted.
At first, she was great. Always on time, sent me little updates, even tidied up the house while Leo napped. She had a calmness about her, like nothing could rattle her.
But then, little things started making me uneasy.
One night, I came home to find her sitting in Leoโs room, rocking in the chair next to his crib. He was sound asleep, but she was justโฆ sitting there. Staring at him.
โTessa?โ I said, keeping my voice light.
She looked up, startled, like she hadnโt even heard me come in. โOh! He was stirring a little. I just wanted to make sure he stayed settled.โ
It feltโฆ odd. But I brushed it off.
Then I noticed Leoโs routines were changing. He stopped wanting to nap at his usual time. He started asking for โTessaโ even on days she wasnโt here. And once, when I went to tuck him in, he said, โMama go?โ and pointed to the doorโlike he was expecting me to leave.
The worst part came a few weeks later.
I had come home early from a work meeting, hoping to surprise Leo and Tessa. I quietly opened the front door, trying not to make a sound.
But what I saw made my heart stop.
Tessa was standing in the kitchen, talking to Leo. But it wasnโt just the conversation that unsettled me. It was the way she was holding him. She was cradling him in her arms, swaying back and forth like she was rocking him to sleepโbut Leoโs face was pale, his eyes wide open. He looked confused, almost distressed.
โTessa?โ I called, my voice shaking.
She turned around slowly, her eyes blinking like she was just coming out of a trance. โOh! Hi, there. I didnโt hear you come in.โ
I rushed over to Leo, pulling him into my arms. โWhatโs going on? Why is he awake?โ
Tessa stepped back, her hands raised in a gesture of innocence. โHe woke up early from his nap. I was just comforting him. He wanted to stay close to me today. I thought it was sweet.โ
Her voice was calm, almost too calm. But something about it didnโt sit right with me.
โLeo, are you okay?โ I asked him, my eyes scanning his little face. He didnโt respond immediately, but he clung to me, burying his face in my shoulder.
โHeโs fine,โ Tessa said, her voice now a little too firm. โJust a little fussy.โ
But I wasnโt convinced. I noticed the way Leo was holding onto me like his life depended on it, his small hands gripping my shirt.
I made a decision. That night, I stayed up late, watching Tessa from a distance. I told myself I was just being paranoid, but I couldnโt shake the feeling that something was off.
Around midnight, I heard soft whispers coming from Leoโs room. I got up quietly, trying to make my way to his room unnoticed. But just as I was about to reach the hallway, I stopped dead in my tracks.
Tessa was standing outside Leoโs door, talking softly, almost singing. Her words were too low for me to hear, but her tone was soothing. It was almost like a lullaby. I watched her for a few moments, my heart pounding in my chest.
When she noticed me, she straightened up quickly, like sheโd been caught doing something wrong. โOh, I didnโt mean to wake you,โ she said, her face flushed.
I stepped forward, my mind racing. โTessa, what are you doing?โ
She smiled, but it didnโt quite reach her eyes. โJust checking on Leo. He seemed restless.โ
I walked closer, glancing into the room. Leo was in his crib, still sound asleep. But something felt wrong. He hadnโt stirred at all during the time Tessa had been standing outside his door.
โI think itโs time for you to go home,โ I said, my voice firmer than I intended.
Tessaโs face fell, and for the first time, I saw a crack in her calm demeanor. โBut Iโve been so good for you. Leo loves me. Heโs never been happier.โ
I shook my head. โI donโt think this is working anymore, Tessa.โ
She didnโt argue. She just nodded and left without another word.
The next few days were a blur. I called a few babysitting agencies and found someone else to take care of Leo. But I couldnโt get Tessa out of my mind. I kept wondering if I had overreacted. Maybe I was just being paranoid. Maybe it was all just a misunderstanding.
But then I got an unexpected phone call.
It was from the police.
They asked if I had ever hired a babysitter named Tessa, and my heart dropped.
Apparently, Tessa wasnโt just a retired mother with a babysitting gig. She had a history.
A criminal history.
The police informed me that she had been working under a false identity. She had previously been charged with child endangerment in another state, though the charges had been dropped due to lack of evidence. The authorities had recently linked her to other suspicious activities, but she had managed to stay under the radar, moving from town to town.
I couldnโt believe it. The woman I had trusted with my childโฆ
I didnโt want to imagine what might have happened if I hadnโt noticed the red flags. If I hadnโt trusted my instincts.
It took a few weeks for everything to settle down, but eventually, life returned to normal. Leo had no memory of the strange occurrences, and he settled back into his routine with the new sitter.
But I couldnโt shake the feeling that I had narrowly escaped a dangerous situation. The guilt and fear of what might have happened still haunted me.
One evening, I went to check my email and noticed a message in my inbox. It was from Tessa.
โDear Mrs. Johnson,โ the message began, โI just wanted to apologize. I know you must be confused about everything thatโs happened, and I understand why you donโt want me in your home anymore. I hope you know I never meant to cause any harm. I thought I could start over. But Iโve been running from my past for so long. I realize now that I should have been honest with you. I truly am sorry for everything. I wish you and Leo the best.โ
I stared at the screen, the weight of her words sinking in. She wasnโt denying what had happened. She wasnโt trying to explain herself. She was simply acknowledging that her past had caught up with her.
And then I realized something.
I wasnโt just relieved that I had trusted my instincts. I was grateful that life had given me the courage to protect my son. I hadnโt just saved Leo from potential harmโI had saved myself, too.
Life has a funny way of teaching you lessons.
It often doesnโt happen the way you expect, but when you listen to your gut, when you trust your instincts, you can avoid situations that might otherwise spiral out of control.
Sometimes, the hardest part is facing the unknown, but in the end, the truth always comes to light.
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